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Posted on 2006.01.03 at 21:33
Mood of the moment: contemplativecontemplative
Current monotonous song: Marchen - Klaha (so-so song, first time hearing it)
Got my sister to trim my hair, just a little more than an inch taken off. Bored. Wanna talk to people but never get a chance now that school is back in session. So tired. Really bad about putting off homework. For stupid reasons. Having trouble getting back into the stream of things. Also kind of confused (emotionally?). But, overall I'm pretty happy. ^^ Prolly because most of my friends are in good (though busy) moods it seems to me. And if my friends are happy then I usually am too. ^^

I need a new book to read or a book to re-read. Gonna take a break from shakespeare to read some fantasy or science-fiction. Anyone have suggestions?

I never know what to talk 'bout with people when on IM. It's starting to really bother me. Just like swim practice in a FREEZING cold pool bothers me. For that matter, I never know what to talk about on this either. Considering that I'm not a particularly spontaneous or witty person it's really hard for me to come up with things to talk about.

Hee. watched some Star Trek: TNG and some Simpsons today. Something I haven't done a lot of recently. ^^;

Hostel comes out Friday! So Excited! -^.^-

I need to make some new and happier icons. Almost all of mine are depressing. And they're all the same few colors too. ><; Murr...

Brit. Lit. seminar preparing is not going so well, have to present either tomorrow or thursday, but I can't find any information really on my tale (Franklin's Tale from Chaucer's Canterbury Tales). Have to try and get more time to work on it. ^^;

Well, gonna go work on stuffs. Arg.

Posted on 2005.12.31 at 14:35
Mood of the moment: rejuvenatedrejuvenated
Current monotonous song: Everlasting Love - Arisa - Minna Daisuki Katamari Damacy
So, saw tons of movies lately. Lots of fun. ^^

Have a ton of homework, but I'll deal with it later, last minute, to be precise.

Break is almost over. T-T

I swear I don't understand any of these AP Bio. labs and free response test questions. This is not good.

I <3 a lot of stuff lately. ^^;

Don't really have much to say, considering that besides going to movies and the like, my break has been quite dull.

But I'm feeling good today!

Though I feel a little bad 'bout making people come and hang out tonight, since my house is so boring. ^^;

Well, I'm off! , to do stuff and straighten my hair maybe. See ya!


Random old quotes

Posted on 2005.11.13 at 15:57
Mood of the moment: touchedit's a secret, but I'm touched
Current monotonous song: Miseinen - Gazette
"Even though, I often say, that I want to leave this place, this world, and fly on the wings of birds. I could never do it, knowing that, I would leave all of you behind."

"I always say those stupid unimportant things, because I want, and don't want, you to know, I think endlessly of you."

will finish this later....since I've got to go study more, because I'm being yelled at again by mom.


Look a flower I drew! Too bad my scanner messed with the colors and quality, otherwise I would say this is my best drawing so far in oil pastels, since I suck at using them.

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Re-sized so that it won't eat your computer! *munch* ^O^


Still (editted)

Posted on 2005.11.07 at 17:02
Mood of the moment: confusedconfused
Current monotonous song: None - reading lyrics from songs.
"I have no skill with words.
I can't say anything I mean with them.
I can't make them represent anything, true or untrue.
I can only mimic.
There are no words (or thoughts) I can claim for my own.
Stuck in a world built upon words.
No place for people like me, who have no skill at living.
Living through words, I mean.
I can't live on twisted meanings.
I accept only the blunt and obvious.
Don't disguise your feelings with vagaries, and sweet words that reflect everything but the truth.
Oh, this confounding maze of mirror words is not for me!

*editted out*

I wish words could be said straight from the heart.
So I would know that you don't despise me.
Because, sometimes I get the feeling, that, I'm just a bother.

I know there must be as song out there, just for these kinds of feelings.
And, I know if I heard it now,
I'd cry,

*yeah, so it's nowhere near the original in meaning, I editted so much. Oh, well. Maybe I'll release it uneditted some other time, when I'm more confident in my ideas.



Posted on 2005.10.09 at 19:10
Mood of the moment: bouncybouncy
Current monotonous song: Banzai - Ulfuls
From isis2501, from batgirl88:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in...or maybe not, i'm not even particularly fond of jello.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

Hee. I ish bad at this stuff. ^^;


Mkay, new idea.

Posted on 2005.10.02 at 17:26
Mood of the moment: pensivepensive
Current monotonous song: Knife - The TRAX and Say Anything - X-Japan
Rather than completely giving up on Livejournal, I have decided to post crazy/random poetry rather than anything of substance. I think this might help me express myself more easily than just writing about my day will.

Onto the random poetry! ^^

'I'm dying in mind, heart, and soul.
What has happened to those bright wings?
They have been overwhelmed.
In shadow and death they do reside.
Lifted now only for the briefest of moments.
A flag asking for help.
But no longer white.'

(Sorry if that's depressing) xP

I will add more poems to this post, once I find some of my old dictionary, etc. ones. (left them at my house and am stuck at my grandparents').


Taking a break.

Posted on 2005.10.01 at 12:56
Mood of the moment: discontentdiscontent
Current monotonous song: Crucify My Love and Art of Life - X-Japan
I'm going to take a break from writing entries for Livejournal for a bit.

I'm have been too confused as of late to actually express anything, that I wished to, sufficiently well on it.

So, I usually end up flooding it with inanities.

And so, I don't think I'll be posting much any time soon.

Or at least, not until I get back to my house on Sunday.


"Drugs will kill you. Sex will kill you...", SCHOOL WILL KILL ME.

Posted on 2005.09.28 at 18:24
Mood of the moment: indescribableindescribable
Current monotonous song: Transylvania - Malice Mizer
Mkay, I'm going to try and avoid complaining about school, since that seems to be all I have been doing lately.

Okay. Think positive. No classes friday! My parents are coming home this weekend! Uh. *thinks* Not much else as far as I can remember. ><

I really don't know what to write about today. I've been feeling sick. We finally finished Beowulf in Brit. Lit. today.

My Brit. Lit. vocabulary book is very frusturating, it has very few words that I do not already know, or that I can rather accurately guess the meaning of. Also, it has agnostic and atheist in it, but not deist. It also has many -phobias in it, but not Xenoglossophobia. It has many words with the suffix -ate, but not masticate. *grinds teeth*

Back to finish writing this entry.

So, Halloween costume ideas. Ummm, most of the ones I want to do are too complex or are hard to find the main parts of. I would do Fangora from Dummy, but I can't find a gauzy/flowery yellow dress. I considered doing something Jrock, but the outfits are too complex to make in such a short period of time. Maybe I can find a simple one. I need some better ideas. ><; Help please.

Field day tomorrow! I'm excited for Capture the Flag and Ultimate Frisbee. And the other stuff of course.

The French trip sounds hella awesome. I can't wait. ^.^

*sings some Les Miserable songs*

*wanders off*


"Rockinghorseflies and Bread-and-Butterflies"

Posted on 2005.09.24 at 23:42
Current monotonous song: Mutter - Rammstein
Stuck at my grandparents' house while my parents are away in Italy for the week. So, that means I won't be allowed to do anything even vaguely fun for a while. ><;

Corpse Bride was not as good as I had hoped and quite short, but I still liked it.

The first half of the AP Bio test was very painful, and the worst thing is I have a ton of tests/quizzes next week aside from doing the rest of it.

Monday - Test on AP Bio and Latin III and French Quiz
Tuesday - AP Bio group test
Wednesday - studying
Thursday - Brit. Lit. test
Friday - no idea.

Okay, continued on Sunday...My grandfather walked in while I was typing this and talking to people and complained about me being on the comp. so late. And then he started to yell at me, and then it turned into a whole fiasco that I don't have the energy to explain in detail over LJ or AIM. It will suffice to say, I am now banned from my grandfathers computer for the rest of the week except for school related stuffs.


The belated country themed dance entry.

Posted on 2005.09.18 at 18:15
Mood of the moment: accomplishedaccomplished
Current monotonous song: Final Fantasy VII Advent Children as background noise/music
Yeah, so I'm a bit behind on updating but, oh well. It was a very entertaining dance for the most part (except the part with the freshmen grinding). I've never danced that much before in my life, and since my dancing was horrible, the whole situation was rather awkward. They should have played more Techno. ^^; But, I'm probably one of the very few who thought that. Ummmm, dancing to Dragostea Din Tei was fun same for Sandstorm.

The Faculty/Student Basketball game was fun to watch. Although the teachers dominated as per usual. The most amazing thing was when the Freshmen almost rescued the game for us.

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On a completely different subject, I need to find a few good mood themes and figure out how to put set them up on my LJ. ><;

Posted on 2005.09.15 at 07:18
Mood of the moment: chipperchipper
Current monotonous song: ONIGUNSOW - by the Sex Machineguns
Mkay! I deleted my old entries and am working on a new layout! Which will never be finished.... ><;

Nothing much else to say other than, School will kill me, AP Biology to be specific. Two papers to write tonight, what fun. But, I'm still glad that I'm back to school in general. I missed the people, the craziness, and even the somewhat stressful times, over the summer. Mainly because anything is better than being stuck at home with my parents all summer with little to do.

Got to find some art projects to do for fun. Though, I still haven't gotten around to half the projects I planned to start on already. And, I need to decide on a Halloween costume. And no, sarah, I don't think I like the idea of dressing up as Scary Spice. xD

P.S. - It frusturates me when people complain about stupid stuff like other people wearing trench coats, etc. And say that such articles of clothing should be banned by the school dress code, because they "look weird". Agh. Who are they to say that school should conform to their ideas of "cool" and "un-cool" and only their ideas.

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